The Bottom Line

Today I 'peel' depressed.

Its not easy letting love go even after 2 years of parting ways.
Moreso when we almost got married.
Its not easy,
even after you know you havent been good to each other
even after all the fighting,
even after the tears,
even after the heartache,
even after all the misunderstandings,
even after all the 'even afters'....

Sometimes you have to let the other person go and find for himself where his happiness lies, and accept the fact that youre not meant for each other.

Even if your heart is screaming to take him back.

Masyado bang misteryoso?
I don't want to go into details. All I know is something is wrenching my heart to bits and I can't cry. The flood is all dammed up inside.




Para pang palubag loob, I call this my 'character building period'. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger di ba.

Pero alam mo, I'd rather take the pain that I feel when I have LBM than this pain in my heart. At least yon nawawala pagkatapos ng 3 araw....